Saturday, March 7, 2009

What if....?

I'm a worrier by nature. I tend to worry about things that really don't need to be worried about. But "what if..." has been a major part of my brain this week and for good reason.

For those of you who don't already know, Bryan lost his job this week. And not only did he lose his job, he lost a job that he loved. And because the future of traditional journalism is cloudy, he's not sure what he is going to do. He's been looking and looking and there's not a lot out there. It's a bit scary. And as hard as I've tried not to worry, I think about it a lot. Teaching doesn't pay a tremendous salary and we only have enough money to get by for a couple months.

The "what ifs..." are making me tired.

5 comments:

kathryn said...

During our college years you gave me a gift unlike any other. I refer to it often. Do you remember? It was a beautiful print out of an inspiring Bible verse. Hebrews 11:1

Chris, I have faith that you and Bryan will prevail. You will get through this and you will both be stronger than ever.

I love you.

p.s. My therapist always tell the worrier me that "worrying is about as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubble gum." :)

just jamie said...

Oh Chris, I'm truly sorry to hear about Bryan's job. I am a HUGE believer in fate and faith and the universe listening.

So, speak it. Speak what you need. He is listening.

Christy said...

I am so sorry friend. I am keeping my fingers crossed that he finds a great job.

amanda said...

oh friend i am sooo sorry.

sending you happy thoughts and visions of a new job :)

Jenny said...

I am so sorry. I know it's tough (we're in the same situation), but I have faith that everything will work out for your family! You'll be in our prayers.